Jam and SunshineI stared emptily into my bowl of carousel Lucky Charms, the marshmallows and puffed corn crunchies spinning aimlessly in their sea of white. What could I do at this moment of ineptitude, when every attempt to reach the person that has reached me has failed. Dailtone. Ringing. Chime of the message machine. I hang up. No one’s listening… not even him, and my life means less and less as it means less and less to someone else. I want to finally mean as much to someone as they do to me.Jam and Sunshine
I just wish that finally that ephemeral happiness would stay, that feeling of
kill meI smile But inside I cry This masochism kills But oh how I love it.kill me
Twist the knife Just a little further Dig it into my shattered spine And grin at me through my tears
Please give me pain So that I can’t take For granted all the wonders of the world That I will always miss
dead insideI used to believe in love. But then, I also used to be a deep believer in God, which proved to be somewhat fatally wounding to my soul because of human interference. I used to attend church, pray to Jesus, even got Confirmed. What a horrible sinner I am.dead inside
I met someone claiming to be a follower. She claimed complete devoutness to the Lord, setting a standard of Christian beliefs to be envious of.
And then she tried to save me. I never asked for that. No one should try to force their religion upon you. I did not say anything when she mentioned
box of glassI watch through My box of glass Only stepping lightly Only touching gently My fingers press the glass Drawn to the life they cannot lead Trapped within the box Nails splintering as I claw the clearbox of glass
A soft embrace I’ll never touch A wish I cannot admit A dream I cannot dare to dream My wings are clipped My body shriveled My soul is getting cold This angel has fallen Into a hell of nothing.
OverexposedEyes overexposed, blurring the contrasts. Black and white would never do, Not for you, But sometimes I think the colors too harsh; Hiding meaning behind A barrage of shimmer; Shutter clicks and camera tricks. I want to smear your makeup; To take benefit from failure And find an angle that shows your scars. Filter out the lies Until your soul develops Right before my eyes.Overexposed
the fireflies dance a midsummer's evening the sun burns crimson sinking slowly into the horizon &nbsthe fireflies dance
late night poemstrewn acrooss the sandy shore,seashellslate night poem
scattered by the hands of God. Glittering sands finely grained by waves of deep ocean blue. Calm and tranquil waves stroked by the cool intrepid winds. Laying on the shore. Caring of nothing, crying over nothing. Except for the slight glistening tears
from the winds carried by the waters.
Wishing for nothing, wanting nothing. Except for the time to be endless, the end becoming only the begining. Closing my eyes, soaking in the warmth. the sun reflecting, love reflecting
Cool
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I want to see the light leave your eyes.
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can't glomp the person who glomped you!
2- You can't glomp the same person! EVER AGAIN!!
3- You -MUST- glomp 4 people! If you don't you're a terrible person and I shall take your soul!!
4- This must be put on their userpage! Nowhere else!
5- You must actually like the person to glomp them!
Remember the person who glomped you loves you! So you must glomp a person you love as well!
This glomping was started by ~ neverendingview SPREAD THE LUUUUV!!!
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Masks are guises for mystery and surprises, but the eyes were made in these disguises, for you to see the faces of every person you deceive, and to know them, but to know they'll never know you however naive.
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i'm the kid on the back of the milk carton.
remember back when i tried to get you on DA but you wouldn't???
what made you get on it?! and you never told me!
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